ok this week??..well most of the time practice practice practice..sheesh sometimess i think that theres always someone watching me..i ono..online, at home, i ono..maybe im just paranoid..haha..anywayzz, went ta kay's house yesterday and ate, practiced, went online..the usual i guess..vegas on the 26th..i rily dont wanna fly over there b/c it just ruins tha thrill of getting there..haha.bu then again the drive is hela long..and we have ta dance next week !! thats why i want kay cha and tiffany ta come with us ta vegas !! so we can practice while we're there too and not waste time sheeeesh !..hopefully their madres will understand that this time around we're hela serious about our perfermance in front of old people..haha..yadadadaimean??..anywayzz, goin school shopping with my madre tomoro..cant wait??..haha i ono..kuya left fer most of the weekend..quiet? shure why not..hahaha..ok i guess watever..blog later.

okok, wow i havent been here in awhile..summer school ended LAST friday and shit..then on that friday went ta kathleen's party..it was fun..china express was tasty..haha..cathcing up with old friends was good..wat else happened, ok nothing rily..went ta sleep late, and i woke up to my mom saying "do yuh guys want ta go to marine world? yuhr tita edna has 7 free tickets with free lunch"..and im all like "wtf shure why not !"..haha so yeah we met up at tita edna's house and me ant tiffayn were in tha scion with kuya kojack driving..it was interesting..haha.the ride there took hela long i swear..went on the important rides first and shit..got home, and ate at dennys with my mom..went BACK home and we just talked about stories and shit and the P.I...yada yada yada..then went ta sleep as early as i could (which was late)..haha..then woke up early, took a showwer, and got ready ta go ta great america..great america was fun..seeing gino, maia, melyssa, desiree, nico, austin and yyeah..oh yeah we first went ta church and saw some NEW eighth graders there..then headed fer pga..went on top gun first..most thrilling as ever..the guys sometimess ditched us and gino was being particularly mean ! haha..went on demon, and we were all fighting over who was gona sit where..haha..but ye ai ended up sitting with nico and gino sat with maia..stuffids i swear sometimes.haha..and then after that went ta union city and ate at a chinese restaurant and shit..then got dropped off at home, yada yada yada..hhaha ok here take a look at my weekend..

ok...its tha last week of summer school..2 tests coming up..tha regular weekly test, and then tha big important test which will determine whether i will be in algebra 1 or pre-algebra for my freshman year...pressure huh...well at first, summer school was pretty scary fer me..i was totally scared of wat awaited me and what kinds of future friends i would make..if i did or would be able to make any..i dont knoe, i just doubted myself at first..i tried making friends, but was really intimidated at first..i dont knoe exactly WHY i was intimidated, it just that fact that things have changed and that im surrounded by way different people than the people i would usually hang out with at st. bede's..on thursday i had an orthodontist appointment, and we passed by tha school..as in st bede's..i just was sad, scared, and certainly felt like crying as hell..i mean, i may have not liked that school sometimes, but in tha end, i grew up there..i had my good and bad times there..i had memories in which i will never ferget..the kind where yuh always look back on, and NEVER EVER EVER ferget..i met WONDERFUL people there..all in which way have taught me ta be the kind of person i try to be today..and now, the fact that mostly everybody is going seperate ways is hela hard..sometimes i cant even accept the fact that im going to high school..its seriously not the same without all tha weird, but yet kind people that ive grown ta love...as the second week of summer school came along, i made friends..i tried sooo much to be myself..and surprisingly, i wasnt as shy as i was on tha first week of school..and now as summer school ends, and i realize what kind of person i am, its just hard to KNOW if im ready to move on and make new friends..i mean, i even say on my myspace that im up to meeting anyone, its just that this time around, i dont wanna make a bad first impression fer people to think of me later on in life..i mean, now i AM shy..im trying to get out of that little "bubble" of shyness, but i just always feel EMO...most times i always wonder wat my friends are doing right at that moment and wish i were there ta share the moments with..its just hard..a hard transition in which i cannot adapt to but try to cope with...if any of the St. Bede's graduates of 2005 are reading this, i miss you so much and i love you no matter what shit comes up..i will always have yuhr back, in watever situation yuh get into..